Nancy LaPointe is a cyber-friend who has become a friend-friend. She has the gift of encouragement and her faith exudes God’s lavish grace. In today’s post Nancy shares about a time in her life when she wrestled with God. Been there. Done that. How about you? Nancy and I are praying that you will be strengthened for the journey with the words of her heart.
Might appear to be a
strange title. But then, only strange to those who have not yet been there … in
the wilderness, wrestling with God. Many of us can attest to our wilderness
experience being a contest of wills.
beginning we do not see it that way at all. We are so sure that we are seeking
to do only the will of God, and that our hearts are pure and right. God, in His
infinite wisdom, surely shakes His head as He watches and listens to us. When
He takes us at our word and places us into that place of refining, I’m sure He
sighs heavily as He observes our kicking and screaming and doubting and
wrestling with God.
track, following passions and desires that I was convinced were His as well.
Why was it taking so long for God to understand me? Funny now, but definitely
not at the time. There were layers of doubt, unbelief and control issues to be
sifted out. Or, more accurately, grated off. It was painful.
continually whispered the object lesson into the ears of my heart. “Rest in
Me.” Over and over again these words bombarded my soul, and yet I fought on
to achieve my goals.
directive, I dug into His Word and studied what that meant—to REST in Him. It
sounds simple, but it’s so complicated … to a driven, achievement-oriented
of control every day.
leaders comparing their predictions to our Bible lessons. No doubt about it,
trouble is looming on the horizon for our country. That, in the midst of our
own personal battles, sometimes seems overwhelming.
of the Savior is the only place to run, to hide, to escape, to breathe. No
human can provide that. No achievement, no government, no lover, nothing,
except Jesus. Living in His rest means that no matter what whirlwind of
pain spins around you, you have the express ability to relax, be at peace and
walk through it with Him.
seven years of battling to experience the joy of this valuable gift. If you
find yourself exhausted from wrestling, stop—go to Him, and surrender your
will totally and completely, so that resting in Him puts the brakes on the roller coaster and
quiets your heart.
souls. My life is different now. There is no comparison.
over. He won! And I won!
LaPointe is a retired pastoral counselor and ordained pastor. She has
written for newspapers, newsletters, blogs, and magazines for about
twenty years, always with a focus on the power of God’s healing. Leading
women’s retreats and Bible studies, she is passionate about helping
people find emotional healing and learning to walk in freedom. Nancy
enjoys living with her family in the beautiful mountains of New Mexico.
You may contact Nancy by visiting her website: www.nancysview.com
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